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writtttingg agaiin

Posted by beastkid7 - September 20th, 2011


excuse me if I don't emote
I lied about my brow sticking straight
in a dry denied face
a soulless presence

I LIE

because I present myself as cherry
opportunistic brow RAISED in excitement
for whatever your next statement is

and some how I am
then what am i missing

What a fancy shell I have come
littered insides with the most pure virtues
Pure intentions lace my soul
and for that I am proud

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movies cut chase scenes
ladies legs dash by my love
whole investment in each sentiment
I truly give you my heart when I say I do
I must have more than one

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my mind thinks about everything at once
but only focuses on one thing
can only focus on one thing
I need to defrag

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I wana be a bruce lee poet
accuratly guiding my words threw the guise of truth
mixed and complexed in the simplest way
always have the right words to give you

I wana be refreshing
a young man who can ..and does
all the right hearted ones will love
moving the the crowds like clouds on 9 because
the best thing, I wana be the best thing

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I want to have no doubt in the world again
clarity has escaped me
I was never normal to deal with bliss
ignorance was never an option
confusion came from this world
not mine

..in mine were all love
we all lay in the wake of creation and create
we build each other up
simply because there is happiness in it
why cant it be

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Have you had that moment, when you were young.. where you look at your hand and realize its moving. From conscious thought your able to move your figures. ...and its so simple but your ASTOUNDED ...ASTONISHED because ...it IS simply Amazing. ...and that still hasn't changed.

Life is amazing

in fact I wrote something today while hearing this woman talk a to her child about "dady being gone at the dirty bus stop. Of the side of the gum littered pavement ...the grass was green and the way the orange sun illuminated it was beautiful. and so I wrote

you know whats funny
no mater how ugly life gets
it still remains beautiful
Life in itself


Comments

That's probably why life is only a temporary state.

Things we can 'physically' feel and connect on an emotional level.

Some speculate that after death, we carry on our feelings, our consciousness.

Always good to have closure.

It is, closure is needed :)

dude i loved that,
the part where you say
"I wana be a bruce lee poet accuratly guiding my words threw the guise of truth mixed and complexed in the simplest way always have the right words to give you"
that spoke to me, because i feel the sane way. every single time i write,
i feel like i couldve done better.
replace a wird here... delete a word there... ah just throw it away.
that part about life was awesome.(:

^^ :D thanx!

yea I always feel like ...I need to just leave it and not change anything. I feel like some how my subconscious picks the words --I kinda let it come to me when I think of some emotion or thought

for me, its a processe of digging into ...myself lol its hard to explain