It is inconceivable to my mind. And the the thought of it reaches into my hollows and pulls out my heavy damp pain. My locks, it smashes and thoroughly cleans my anxieties in contrast. Who am I to have pain. When there dead. and the sure sly comment of easy death becomes mute. and guilt fills your heart for people you hardly new. "Had I only." and its waiting there. the emotion, the everything. Like a two ton tank held on a string. waiting to rush out.
Blurb about . . . me? he he blurb is a funny word.
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There's a little saying...
"You are who you are now because of the past, and you owe it to your past for the best of yourself and the experiences you brought forth."
I forgot who said that I'm just piecing it together from other stuff I've read.
Thats really nice. I must think about previous experiences as something that made me who I am. hmmm ...reminds me of this Chuck Close video I got linked to yesterday.
http://www.cbsnews.com/video/watc h/?id=7404806n
Past is prologue.
OH GOD, are you bantun? I feel like your Bantun
Short, to the point redundant, suto wisdom.
JakBaronKing
Bad day?
beastkid7
I feel better. This was actually something I wrote about a week ago.
My Brothers friends were in a car accident and two of them died. One of them was the drivers girlfriend. The driver, wich I knew well from school, was still alive and all though its really sad that they died. My feeling is for the driver who has to live with that. smh He was drowsy on medication and was trying to get home quickly.