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"I'm an Idiot"

Posted by beastkid7 - June 12th, 2010


Backed it up with a means of communication
My sly spurned on with a sorta hesitation
Put lightly what I know is the Heart ach thing
The thing when thought will make me cringe

Ooo why why why didn't I just take a moment
To tell you something that would last forever
That would give me what I need and satisfy you
Will fulfill my days when you just do what you do

And now I'm tearing at my soaking heart
Only lit by this mistake
Only turned by thought of intake
Intake of you

But your made a tease by my own doing
When I know you wanted me
When you wanted what I had for you
And I wanted to give

But this mistake will last for too
OH how can I live.

Lesson ...don't cover yourself with swag and some kinda greese that slips you threw broken conversation. NOT when that moment means something. NOT when you have an important thing to say before its to late. Even if it only matters to you.

At moments of finality. Before its to late. Be a raging realism. A spewing pot of truth ...before its too late.

It seems to late.


Comments

Have you considered that hesitation may actually be your own choice?

If you are hesitant, perhaps it is because of an important reason.

What we desire vs what we truly want to do is an act of our own instincts.

Often times we have to trust our gut.

And perhaps, by a means of fate, our lack of action, is a lesson learned, or a course of choice in which we must do.

But if you truly desire to see the results of your determination, you simply have to try again next time, perhaps not with the same opportunity, but with similar ones in the far or near future.

Thanx Baron! I just gotta learn from my mistake and hope that another opportunity presents itself.

There are pros and cons to having the confidence to go with your gut. This comes from experience. I used to be very timid and second guess every thing I do ...I still am but not as much. I'm a bit more confident.

With less confidence you make sure you get things right because you check things over and over. You are humble so you listen to others because you know they have something valuable to say.

On the other hand. Your always looking at what could of been because you don't have the boldness to assert yourself. You may let things get to you that don't really mater.

With much confidence. You show your personality with out regret. You make sure you take advantage of any situation you'd like to. You can promote your skills more efficiently.

On the other hand. Your impulsive and jump into things you don't understand fully. You seem sympathize less with people and you don't treasure the things people say or do.

You have to find a decent balance...I try to have confidence with out the pride. Talk and really listen. Sometimes though ...balance is broken.

listen to jarbaronking he smart

Oh yes I know.

yes you are a idiot (dont take that as a insult ! ) =)

No I know ...I know.

Nice poem there : D

That shit is fucked up... The same is totally happening to me... Are you sure you're not me? lol

Are you sure your not me? Your poem was what happend to me also ...cept for the dieing part ...as you can see I very much alive.