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21, Male
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New York
Joined:
4/23/08
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I guess I'm nobody then.

My brothers and sister's would always do this really piculiar thing. They would leave the house, comback, and then sound and act like someone else. I can usually tell exactly who they were hanging out with. I thought it was pathetic really, that they would change themselves so easily and would make fun of my twin especially for it.

I decided to open up to someone this week. "open up" usually means say something vulnerable or revealing, but I don't talk to much and I don't have much to hide. Opeing up to me, is caring about someone. I don't really do that, but I did. I mean, I've been trying to do that with life in general now and I guess this guy just happend to be an open book to anyone who would listen.

and I'm a good listener

So I'm infected. I feel myself adopting his speach patterns and body rythms unconciously. I start doing things that are not of myself. and then I realized.. When I made fun of my brothers and sisters. I was just making fun of there ability to connect with other people and be social. 

Isn't it kind of sad how long it took me to figure that out.

I think I was just scared. Scared  it would hurt when we couldn't be friends anymore, so I chose not to have much.. or any. I've always found it easier to be alone, cause it's tricky game. Deciding who you let become a part of you, not only because it disides who you will be. But it just hurts a lot when it's over. 

I'm not good at keeping friends and I always feel a great guilt for those who feel stronger than I do. Or I should say, those who are braver than I am.


Recent Game Medals

Beardy Basher 10 Points 01 - Defeat Beardy Barrel Medal Stats.
Kong Punt 25 Points 01 - Punt Donkey Kong Jr. Medal Stats.
Run Abobo, Run! 5 Points 01 - Execute a dash move (shoulder block or jump kick) Medal Stats.
Waste Not 10 Points 01 - Throw kid body Medal Stats.
Child Chomper 5 Points 01 - Eat kid Medal Stats.
Poor Aboboy 10 Points 00D - Watch the whole intro where Aboboy is kidnapped Medal Stats.
Patience 10 Points 00A - Watch full intro rising up to main menu Medal Stats.
Mighty River 25 Points Complete Mighty River Level Medal Stats.
Good Aim 5 Points Win in one shot 10 times! Medal Stats.
Scorcher 10 Points Burn to dust 30 bricks! Medal Stats.


Total Medals Earned: 124 (From 46 different games.)