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Fated to Pretend

Posted by beastkid7 - September 26th, 2010


I do this once in a while, look up song meanings, but not because I don't get the song. Because I would like to see other peoples take on it . ..and what other People think.

MGMT -"Time To Pretend"

I found this Interpretation the first ...top rated one.

I think this Interpretation helped me figure out whats wrong with me.

I was different when I was younger. I remember I was the only kid that wanted to stay young. When I get big my booty whole ...it was fun being a kid. Even tho I was poor. I wrote stories, Drew Characters, and played them out with my friends. (going completely off script). lol I member we had wooden sword fights ...so I found this long piece of metal hammered it into the shape of a Katana, put a rubber bike handle on for the grip and carved "ancient symbols" into it. No one could defeat me mwahaha :P

explosions, implosions, Giant under water Bees, half tree house pirate ships ...my cyborg brother rising from the snow with his robot army. Still ingrained in my imagination as if it was yesterday. And I still have that, like I can get up right now and fight ninjas in my room. -:P

But I mean I'm not a child in the mind. You know? I mean you should be able to tell that from any of my other posts but. Imagination, seems to be the thing that won't allow me to grasp ...or fully preform the concepts of ...uh ..."necessity & information?" Paperwork, getting a job, money, numbers . . ."Growing up"

I think tho, its more of being in a constant state of imaginativeness. Everyone says I always look so lost ... somewhere else ...spaced out and I finally know why. I'm always looking beyond what I see, why, what if ...could you imagine if. Constantly creating funny situations in my mind. Thoughts hop off of thoughts till I'm totally off track.

"Hello ...John whats up?"

"Oh srry I was just thinking of making a very moody but very light hearted post apocalyptic flash game."

"k..."

I'm mean its cool because I got creative ideas coming out the wazo! But it keeps me from being focused on life. I got so frustrated with myself that I kinda made it my goal to "Wake the F*ck up!" ...and be were I am, just were I am. To analyze my situation in a purely logical ...normal way. But that would be destroying my imagination ...or would it even work? Isn't that who I am.

Then I was watching this show on Hulu that interviews actors and Directors. They were interviewing Rainn Wilson(Dwight Schrute). He said he has two hats and actor hat ...were he delves into the character and gets lost in there personality. Then he has his Business Hat wear he's like Rainn Wilson Inc, setting up appointments, filling out papers, scheduling meetings. He says some people get thos things mixed and its not very good.

I thinks thats what I gota do. Artist hat(default) Business hat (I'm on it)


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It is maybe similar the first part of my post sure. Mine goes off into a different topic and gets a bit depressing.

yeah I didn't want to make this too long is why.

I was going to talk about the whole idea of one having to conform to society and its restrictions. Trading natural freedoms for freedoms created by men. To attain goals with only an illusion of importance put there by other people.

Even going into what you said that we could get passed all this money/conformity/governmental bull if we all just worked together. Just think ...if there was no money. Just everyone ...living ...to benefit everyone else.

Yes, you are absolutely spot on - you sort of need to keep your creative core seperate from your pragmatic persona.

Just get used to assuming a sober and serious gameface when you are dealing with people who don't have a sense of humour.

Will do. Gota learn to turn it on an off.

Oh yeah I've delt with that b4, they think your being sarcastic or something...well it kinda does become a one sided joke when there all >:( ...I understand ...will do also.

yiffyiff

AlmightyPenis has A LOT of yiff.

I'm almightypenis btw

lol thats funny I new that ...yet I treated you as two different people. lol I wasn't thinking.