Fuzzy clarity

The means justifies reason
The reason justifies end
For what ever the way of getting to "good"
All thus backward bend
As a rock you stay still with reason in mind
Though emotion cause thrill, no reason you find

Shame shame! As reality you do not see
Maybe not reality but the functionality
That surrounds you and me.
That all break for your whim that you yourself cannot see

No I admit I can not see into your mind
But it is so apparently lit the things outlined and SO defined
Ironically you're a tyrant with no rules to find
Yet you're a victim with rules that confine.

But you cannot see that

And for these things in your mind blurry be
For I can find no remedy
To want but not give
To hate and still live
For these reasons a monster you will forever be...

For all this time it strangely took
Could have just mentioned something true
I could of simply put
You cannot have your cake and eat it too.

Well yea can but you're a prick if you do.

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I have a heart

Oh what have I done
The blood on my hands with no valid gun
Things so forced it can not be undone
Oh God what have I done

Oh its so wrong and no right in site
The options clear but the devil fuzzies my flight
Do it right and don't to it wrong
Its so very simple but WRONG is so STRONG

And whats worse I feel no remorse
For all this blood and ripped clothes torn of its course
Has my heart become calist to create a smirk
Oh the very thought of it couses me to hurt

OH this retched heart
please be torn from me forever part
For you tell me wrong and bring me shame
You bring me feelings dam near insane

If I could be a heartless soul
With no need to fill a role
I would not hurt anyone, nor need a friend
For no movement of the heart I would feel in me ever again

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But I do have this sickness that breaks molds and bends
So I will suffer, I will suffer, I will siffer till I end.

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Don't let it get you down ...I actually write so I can get back up ...lol "Why do we fall Bruce?"