my ocean jumps when I think of her
What I could have said about our fading connection
the dimming light, had I mentioned it would have been lit again
But I didn't
waited for a happen that would never come

I have come to a realization
I have taught my self to lie with out even speaking
I convey to you the opposite of what I feel
I'm all to good at it
A professional
I push what I want to pull
and pull what I must push

Have you ever knew ...just knew. Someone was right for you. They don't say much but when the do ...your like GOD marry me.

Its funny do they forget?
Words people say stick in my mind
Would it be creepy if I told you I remembered what you said
When we were waiting for the bus
Or was that statement not picked
Was it not special

Or, do you yourself remember
What I said
Are you waiting to see
Is it true that we can't perceive
And must speak
Before we become just a memory

O_O

you gave me the thousand yard stare...

[EDIT]

Some one might die from lack of patients
Deifies optimus claim of sentient beings
Embarrassed for humanity
Sad for there nature of nurture
The thought that the scum of the earth
Was once never scum at all
Given NO equal chance
Driven to a sad world in all the meanings
Cursed to mouth words of enormous empty
Gross

might just keep editing :P