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Apathy is not as pleasant as it used to be

Posted by beastkid7 - July 17th, 2012


a spontaneous journal entry from today:

I think I denied my desires so as not to let myself down or feel failure. Desire is the spine of plot. You gata give some to get some.

I will feel like a failure if I have no desires. Apathy is not as pleasant as it use to be.


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I never recalled it being pleasant.

Oh but for me it was. The sweetness and comfort of detachment, when it was never necessary to get attached ....you could just drift.

never really listened to that type of music. but my chemical romance and the gorillas is cool.

The gorrillaz!!!

"Marconi Union" you may like also...most famous song "Weightless"

yeah, s'nice song