a spontaneous journal entry from today:
I think I denied my desires so as not to let myself down or feel failure. Desire is the spine of plot. You gata give some to get some.
I will feel like a failure if I have no desires. Apathy is not as pleasant as it use to be.
DreOG
I never recalled it being pleasant.
beastkid7
Oh but for me it was. The sweetness and comfort of detachment, when it was never necessary to get attached ....you could just drift.