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John Murray @beastkid7

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Posted by beastkid7 - October 30th, 2010


Gun man engineer Alex Rago, age 19,

We were sitting there for hours. Inside this grey air craft waiting to be dropped out. Though the turbulence was nonstop the nervousness had worn off with time and the uncanny homeliness of these chairs. She was sitting across from me. Stacy loyd. Wearing a purple soldiers uniform distinction her from the rest of us. It annoyed me really that just because of her statise she could wear something so different. Thought I'd say somthing."hey" "hiya" She said peachely. I squinted my eyes annoyed by the happiness in her voice. "thought you'd be buffing your nails or something." I said dryly. "Yeah, right before we drop into battle ...that makes sense smart ass." She said not irritated in the slightest. In fact, it seemed like she was having fun.

The turbulence stoped and the pilot threw his voice out over the intercom. "Alright ladies ...and Lady. Time to dive!" We jump in pears. I then realized who was dropping with. She got up and shouted. "This should be Fun!" Indirectly talking to me. My Nervousness had returned. With the sight of us all jumping out with out equipment. I held the bar as we as we started to file out straight into the sky. The people ahead of me dived out opening the blue gate. The wind Blew furiously and before I could leap she pulled me off. The speed of our movement went straight threw my heart and mind. Apparently It was very visible. She couldn't stop laughing, her face distorted and pink. Whilst diving in mid air mind you. "WHAT DO I DO!?" I shouted at Stacy over the wind. Her face went normal "SHOOOT THE ONES -COMMING UP!" She shouted while gesturing. "WHAAT!?" Now that I think of it no one had told me anything. "wait what!?" She laughed and then gestured down to what looked like black diamonds. Squinting, they were raw androids, Black metal, uni-eye-structure. Advanced duel color enemy recognition. 4 levels combat skills. Iooked to the side and saw Stacy seemingly standing up in the sky while falling. She unbuttoned her jacket shooting it up into the wind, titend her hat, and pulled out two modified rayaz17's. (HUGE AZ GUNZ)
..."what the hell is happening right now?"


Posted by beastkid7 - October 29th, 2010



Posted by beastkid7 - October 24th, 2010


is One hell of a lost soul. . .and he knows it. Seems as if feels like he's so lost theres no point in changing. He's Such a Ass whole. But, I understand. I feel for him.

He Made "this movie."

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See he has a different mind ...I understand that. You see past what other people see. And wonder why people are so stuck ...so linear. Not even that But Kanye's put into the mold of "Black artist rapper." So I suppose he'll use that to the best of his ability.

Lost in the life style
Why I'm I so Wild
When he see happy in child
But is no wear near mild

Changed for the worste
Fame is a curse
Bring me the girls and the drinks ...I hurt

Hears another ...not a movie but Its related.

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Srry this Post is just a Vomit of thought.


Posted by beastkid7 - October 21st, 2010


YOU don't want this to work
every thing you do is a favor
If I don't do you'll leave
your so dam misguided its so hard to believe

I DON" KNOW what to do.

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This burden you toss constantly is heavier gaining
You cannot force good, you try then life waining
If you could see what you are, out of body please
hands bloody see scars, stunned grip release

Stop! Stuburn!

If only the message could be convied with out speech
Then it is just to know, I'm not trying to teach
But it is sad from being to end
Because it is nurture that makes you bend

Stop. Stuburn.

are you truly a creature that cannot change
That in your self you can find no blame
Stuck with the product of your nurture planted
I feel for the fact that your view is slanted.

So I apologize.

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When this house is falling timely
When you do things unmindly
how do you fix crooked nails kindly.
A house just falls apart

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Check out this artist

and heres somthing I did ...I'll submit when I get a better pic.

Another post with poems.


Posted by beastkid7 - October 17th, 2010


I was such a noob.


Posted by beastkid7 - October 16th, 2010


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No, but this song is so epic. BLAST it and you'll know what I mean.

Made me wanna watch the firs X-men movie again.

Actually, props to them for doing such a great job of adapting the X-men into a movie.


Posted by beastkid7 - October 15th, 2010


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I don't believe were going to heaven. (believe we were made for the earth). But I feel what he's saying. So much.
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Need to organize ...N new Pic soon.

She knows who I am so let it be
If she wants to be she can be with me.

Just thought of that figured I'd just ad that

If Heaven was a mile away.


Posted by beastkid7 - October 14th, 2010


My heart stopped and divided every motion
When my fist flew, my energy fell in the potion
Brain be stale in the movement of rage
fisted to the face paled rattled my cage

Beast mode, it sucks to be a Beast
Your mind turns so quick, Primitive Sheesh
Life lov'n, fast runn'n,
mov'n in his mind but he's staying still
Staying still in his mind, says need to chill

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Lord get it away from me
I can't use it right
I can feel so wrong
and if I ever do right, its only in a song
Please just take it away
I can't use it right my mind is ILL
I think so much
yet my mind is still

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Anger
Concentration
frustration
...confusion
Mutilation
Problems with this nation
fearless when I know wrong
Timid when I know right
I'm and eagle
SO much sight
But F*cking flight is my blight
Am I ...
suppose to care if I die
Care if I can't cry
. . .care if I can't fly
No dick weed I'm no longer shy
fear is none existent
Angers my right

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Feel it, it burning
Ambient yearning
foul yet churning
turning
moves me to memory
of a hit that just happened
Of my lip that got blackened
SO FIGHT me!
Poor oil on the fire and lets GO!
roll, every hit gives me power in my SOUL!
Oh, I wanted to quench it
instead I benched

And now I'm thinking of how stupid I sound

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But you know what makes me mad
there are tools that you grown on you
Natural, like from birth it formed too true
And when you got gold and diamonds, what do you do?
Party drink, Vomit sink. Who care made. Mind on lade. erelevant watch. 60% crotch.
And when your born with bronze, whats it to you?
Try and fail, head in brail, try so hard, to pass as gold, but your really not...
Whats a bronze man to do, when his brains got the flue, there so much to do
But he can't do it well

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You know what
A challange is my life, I will feed off of strife
Damage, strike, put down, I absorb you
Catch the old fraise, "I eat thos" I implore you
Help others feed self, life will reward you
Strong girls, quiet girls, I adore you

And theres nothing to put put more to
life isn't a game, but Imma win, I assure you.

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pretty much my train of thought after getting in to a "physical altercation." I hate Anger, and rudness ...Bad in general. I wanna be a good person. But emotion twist you. Back to the ugly person who wants to punch something in the face.

I wish I could get rid of that part of me.


Posted by beastkid7 - October 10th, 2010


With the killers there are some songs that I just didn't like, Like the sound of it I guess, then. After a while I just start singing it outa nowhere and it becomes a fav.

The reason why I'm actually making this post, I never liked this song and then I just started singing ...Be.leav. me NA.TA. LEE. I like it now.

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For reasons Unknown ...I din't like then I realized the lyrics. WHAT a Beautiful song! I was just gonna post the song but this performance they gave here ...just amazing! like ...I wish I was there.

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All these things that I've done ...I actually just grew to like this one. I LOVE the lyrics. "I need direction to perfection" "You know ya know, No you dont you dont"

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Theres a cuple others but I'm gonna keep it short, I don't even know why I didn't like This one "My List" but I just didn't and now I LOVE it.

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Dude wrote that song for his wife ...theres like a 0% chance of her leaving him. Its a fact.


Posted by beastkid7 - October 8th, 2010


There not that great. Quantity over Quality right hear I supose.

Tell me who am I?
Because you already know
We haven't even whispered
But you seen me walk the floor
thats all you need to know

I am a no one
Quite in my shell
to scared to talk to them and you
So you take advantage

I am only someone
Quite in my hell
I dont want to talk to them and you
But you can't see that

But if you can see that, than lets talk all day
because your a rarity in which I wish to stay

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I see you, I know you see me
I know watchu got, and you see it in me
every day are eyes meet at pass
if only we would talk, personalities clash

But I wouldn't set it up
foresight
It won't last

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Brown a fixed color on soft tone walls
Secretes do not escape but rest in the dolls
sitting there free of fate
laying here no choice to make

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Creation is in my hands
A blessed mind be
I can't understand how one can stand
with out being able to see

It amazes but doesn't suprize me
how blind ones think they see
They walk in the wrong and say its alright
they've got beef with me

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I remember when, I remember
I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place
Even your emotions have an echo in so much space

And when you're out there without care
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much